Week 8: P!nk- Trustfall

After the 2017 album, “Beautiful Trauma”, this one would always have to raise its standards. P!nk has not had much success with her critics, who have mostly given mixed reviews, saying that her records lack the Punk we were introduced to in the early 2000s. That happened quite rapidly, as the first time we heard her, she was doing RnB, which attracted a fair few Garage producers to remix her songs. She has also been criticised for having children over ten years ago, being told that would ruin her career; P!nk believes that having children has made her more tender as an individual and changed her music style somewhat. As some people within her circle told her, it certainly didn’t end her career. She said before she had children, she felt alone in an industry where you spend most of your time in your presence out with the studio and touring.

“Beautiful Trauma” was given a challenging ride by her critics for being too conscious, the production, and her all-round maturity. Her previous album, “Hurts 2B Human”, which wasn’t as good as “Beautiful Trauma, was also panned by the critics because she spoke about her life as a mother and lacked a new perspective regarding the subject matters and the wall of the sound. They felt it was a typical P!nk record back in 2019.

“Trustfall” removes the chance of the critics jumping all over it because it is pretty experimental, ranging from ballads to dance. The record is quite reflective of her life so far. The opener is a track called ‘When I Get There’, which is a piano ballad, and her reflecting on her late father. It is my personal favourite on the album. Yes, it may be melancholic, but the tender notes and her delicate vocals make this a beautifully tragic song. A term I often use to describe my favourite Smiths song, ‘There is a Light That Never Goes Out’. P!nk released a teaser for the record called ‘Never Gonna Not Dance Again’, which takes us into the dance with an element of pop. The critics favour it, but for me, it shows a fun side to her. It’s Katy Perry-esque. The title track sounds like a club track that will fill the floor and get a pull-up. I recently heard Noel Gallagher talking about, as you get older within music, you have to try not to do “dialling it in”. He means it gets more difficult to do the kind of music you could do when you had nothing. P!nk hasn’t “dialled it in”, and you can tell she cared about this album and was dedicated to ensuring it was more than good enough to release.

‘Feel Something’ is another highlight of the album where she questions whether she was ever ready to be married and start a family and how all your demons don’t just disappear once you do. Another of my favourites features the Swedish sister duo First Aid Kit. The track is called ‘Kids in Love’. A country ballad where P!nk does the first verse, followed by Klara in the second, with sister Johanna providing backing vocals on the chorus. The song is quite reflective as she looks back on the innocence of youth and the naïvety of falling in love. There are a few more emotional moments from P!nk with ‘Our Song’ and the ill-tempered ‘Hate Me’. The latter is just a “fuck you. I don’t care what you think. This is who I am” track. Bringing it back to the days of ‘So What’.

I also enjoyed ‘Long Way to Go’ featuring the Lumineers. Quite an unusual song for the country band, as it is entirely out of their comfort zone, but the combination works. I have seen this record getting panned (No surprise there.), but I am in utter disagreement with the critics, because the album is incredibly diverse, and not your generic P!nk record. There is a lot of maturity on display, and she has proven she isn’t just the polar opposite of her rivals in the early 2000s. She leaves you pondering about life and issues based on reality.

Song recommendations: ‘When I Get There’, ‘Kids in Love’,  ‘Long Way to Go’

8/10

Week Forty-Two: P!nk- Beautiful Trauma

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By looking at the record name, you can tell that this will be a very emotional album and could well be autobiographical (It is). It talks about everything from her childhood, marriage, becoming a parent and the trials and tribulations we all face during adulthood.

P!nk said of the record that, even though life is laced with bad moments that can be very traumatic for us, the good far outweighs the bad, and she wanted to convey that message in this record.

She’s right, as the album features 13 tracks with beauty and trauma entwined and how they play out side by side in our lives.

Let’s start with the very emotional “Whatever You Want”, where she talks about hanging onto a fractured relationship by any means necessary. She talks about it being doomed but feels there is light at the end of the tunnel and how it makes her box on and tries to give whoever the man is on this track whatever he wants or needs to make the relationship return to how it began.

“What About us” talks about those used in relationships and how their feelings have been dismissed. “Barbies” talks about how life was so much sweeter, carefree and elementary when she was just in her room playing with her Barbie dolls. However, there’s also a contradiction within this track where she states that she can’t remember how life was more straightforward as a child. Finally, she questions the future and where we all go after all is said and done.

“For Now” is a yearning for a Utopian relationship (I think, that’s the terminology, I’m looking for?) and how to recover how we used to feel towards each other and just press the pause button to remain in that moment always. She also confesses that she is far from perfect, and what she says can cause her to destroy what she has with someone or cut them very profoundly.

We then have the epiphany moment, where P!nk realises that despite all her flaws, she has nothing to fear and can keep going straight down the road rather than looking for other directions on the song, “I am Here”. She might still be scared of her journey, but she’s willing not to stray and battle any storm that might come her way.

You can hear the same sentiment as those above in “Wild Hearts Can’t be Broken”. However, in “Secrets”, P!nk talks about moments in her life she is not particularly proud of regarding relationships with the opposite sex. She is confessing to moments when she has lied and hidden secrets. Indeed, she reveals that the truth is written all over her face, and now, she’s ready to uncover things that you will find extremely hard to take.

With “You Get My Love”, she is talking to her current husband, Carey Hart, and even though she is still not entirely used to the idea of being ready for her marriage, she adores him no matter what and will stand by him through thick and thin to make the marriage last for eternity.

Now, let’s look at one of the best tracks on the record, the title track, which is so aptly named for her seventh studio album. What I found very interesting and poetically tragic is that this song is compared to how you feel when your life becomes consumed by drugs, even though it is clearly about a very toxic relationship. You fall victim to it and become an addict. I find that beautiful yet tragic, but she is certainly onto something when she compares them. Being in a toxic relationship is like becoming a drug addict because even though, you want out, you get sucked back in again and can’t seem to resist another hit even though you know deep down that, you need to get out.

Eminem features in the very volatile “Revenge”. Do you need an explanation of the meaning of the song? The title explains itself, plus you have Eminem on it. What more do you need to know? Eminem is known for very passionate vocals and hard-hitting lyrics. Straightaway, you already know that this song isn’t laced with romance. He talks about how he will avenge his lover after she has cheated on him while using extremely derogatory terms directed at her throughout. I love Eminem, so as you can imagine, I liked this song and the truth about how someone feels when they are wronged in the most heinous way in a relationship.

The next song I will look at is “Where We Go”, where P!nk tells a fable wrapped in hopelessness where a relationship has no chance of surviving what it has already gone through. Not even a divine intervention will perform a miracle. “Better Life” is somewhat pessimistic, and instead of P!nk being in such a loving relationship at present, she feels very insecure and feels that her lover can do better with his life and have a better wife. The fear of this grips her so much

she is tempted to begin drinking and smoking again to an unhealthy level.

Overall review:

What an amazing record. I love the fact that P!nk has told her story through the means of her art and revealed to the listener all about her life up to the present day, which is very rare in a society where so many people in her profession like to put on this mask that all is rosy in their life, not necessarily through their music but how they are portrayed in the public eye. With “Beautiful Trauma”, you get everything from her happiness, confessions, honesty, bitterness, and explosive rage, as demonstrated in “Revenge” featuring Eminem. Some have said they are uncomfortable by her dark side, but to me, it makes her even more genuine as an artist and person. The album is aptly named. 9/10